What happened to me and my determination?
The answer is that i SERIOUSLY do not know...
My EOY results was so bad! Barely got 3 A1s and most of my friends got at least 5!
Is this THE END for me?
Well, the answer is NO!!!
I'll work even harder and try even harder and STRIVE for the best as I want to have a BRIGHT FUTURE ahead of me!!!
I still want a job that I have interest in and is also good in!!
I will not waste mummy and daddy's hard work in earning money to let me get into a good school :)
But no matter how much i say, I doubt that I will do as I say as if you read the previous few posts, I said I wanted to work hard, but in the end my EOY still not up to expectations...
Haiz... What can I do?
The answer is start working hard and also strive for THE BEST!!!
JIAYOU, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT, AND YOU WILL DO IT, PROVIDED IF YOU DO NOT WASTE PRECIOUS TIME!!!!!
haiz... so sad. no one come and visit my blog haha
sometimes i go see other people's blog, UPDATED AND LIVELY>>>
my one, just lame and sad...
hiaz...
at least i got some 'customers' like Pearlyn :)
she asked me to update my blog, cos she see then got like nothing... :)
k so now, i'll start updating my blog every now and then :)
hehe :)
haha...
haha... managed to finish my homework... but dunno whether is it counted as FINISHED... left the Forum to do on Ace-Learning and two Online Quizzes...
haiz.... can you believe they gave us 60 minutes to do the Online Quiz?! dunno whether difficult not... wanted to do but scared that it will be very difficult... haiz... cos i think i not very familiar with the topic... then want to find some time to revise also cannot... cos i very LAZY... haha always sitting in front of the computer, otherwise is sit in front of the television... haiz... haha... that's why i say i have NO DETERMINATION... haiz... why is DETERMINATION soooo difficult? haiz... but no matter what, still need to finish ALL my homework by this week... cos Saturday going overseas leh... YAY!!!! Going to Vietnam... dunno whether there nice not... First time going :)
yeah... Daddy say there the security not so good... make me very scared man... haha
in order to prepare for the trip, my mother actually told me to do some research on some of the tourists attraction in Vietnam... then found some places like cu chi tunnel... ho chi minh museum... haha.. and that's the END of my research job... haha okay :) that's the end of my post for today :)
p.s. actually quite proud with myself to come up with such a looooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnng post hehe. :)
haiz.... now at com lab doing this...
haiz... shouldn't have signed up for this film making workshop!!!
total waste of time!!!
haiz... sorry hui lian!!! let you do all the hardwork while i'm here blogging :)
... today go home... i'm going to be HARDWORKING!!! and try MY VERY BEST to finish ALL my homeworks by THIS WEEK!!!!
I WILL do it!!!
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh...
why everyone do their june holiday hw like so fast?
haiz...
i feel like a tortise...
so slow... like got do the homework, but still like only finish a little only...
haiz....
but nvrmind!!!
i said i'm like a tortise :)
so... eventually i'll catch up!!!
so wait and see!!!
hi hi :)
haiz... so sad lor... about my MYE results...
the results that i have is just unacceptable and unexpected... although i may seem to have worked hard and have tried my best, i don't think that it is enough...
although i think that what i have revised and prepared is enough and having thought that that is enough, it is just not enough in this world...
i tui bu le (chinese)... haiz...
all my friends have caught up on me... my two best friends each got FIRST PLACE AND SECOND PLACE respectively in my class...
i was so sad that i cried in class...
how embarrassing... i what i hate most is people that cries in the public!! I really hate myself man!!
I really regretted thinking so highly of myself!! Really hate it!! Thinking that since i have gotten such good results in 2009 then i'll definitely get goo results this year too... argh!!!
BUT
let me tell you sth!! I will get back the results that i am able to get in 2009 and even get better marks!! Just wait and see!!! To all that have beaten me in this MYE, I WILL get better results than all of you in this year's EOY!!! I WILL!!!
i will GET BACK MY 2nd place and i will IMPROVE!!!!
I will not get addicted to watching videos online and even watch the TV, I will focus well on my studies and schoolwork. I will do my schoolwork and assessments dutifully and show everyone the potential that i got!